21 November 2010
let the guilt grow
I really dont get it and I hate to believe this. "After a break-up, no more friends. Only strangers." This is really stupid to the max. Is this really necessary? Just at one point, you lost a friend. If I understand all this in the first place, I wont want to commit that mistake right at the start. I know I hurt you, I know you may hate me for leaving you. But when will you forgive me? All I wish is just to be friends back with you. Is this really so difficult, why are you the same as others that carries the same thought? And I thought you understand me, why dont you see that you arent affecting me by being friends with me again? & i really hate myself to the core, for ruining you and his great friends r/s. im so sorry.. i hope someone just give me punishments. but I'm really disappointed when I knew you actually deleted my fb comments on your status, I just want to care from the view of a friend. Fuck all these, its all up to you. Its my fault, I've no reasons to get you to listen to me. Getting rid of me from your life, would be the greatest thing to do.
